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April 07, 2012

I’ve reached my breaking point, i’ve been counting down the days before i go home, and exactly 2 weeks as of today. I’m stressing, and i’ve given up on most of my school work. i have no idea how i’m gonna pull through, but my mind just isn’t there. I have about a few more tests before i can go home, but i think i lost my brain somewhere, really. lol. i used to be so into school, and in school mode but wtf. its just not all there.

I applied to sea world the other day, but the furthest interview is on april 13, and i won’t be home, so I’m still hoping that maybe next week they’ll have more openings. even though i’ll have 40+ hour weeks… i need the money, so summer won’t be as much as a break. i just wanna get through these next two weeks…

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March 30, 2012

Finally, getting a break from school.. & my boyfriend and my girls are visiting me since it’s their spring break. So glad i get a little bit of weight off my shoulders and get to relax a little.. I really need it. since its coming down to the last few weeks of school, i feel like i always have to be on my toes and make sure all my work is done, and making sure i’m giving it my all. my goal is to get a significantly better gpa than last semester. I’m gonna let loose a little this weekend and relieve some stress and just live a little! I definitely deserve it after getting a B on my chem test which i studied and stressed over for forever. proud of myself! :)

& theres nothing better than being in the arms of my boyfriend even though i saw him last weekend, but that was only for two hours. this time its for a weekend! super excited!

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March 20, 2012
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” sometimes I want someone to grab my hand, pull me close, be my man and i will love you til the end “

.. i stopped looking, and now i found my special someone. it’s amazing the things that can happen when you patiently wait and focus on yourself. The best things happen when you least expect it.

(Source: youtube.com, via piecebypeace)

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March 20, 2012
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Waaaah college!

Even though i hate my college for it’s social life, the classes and the curriculum makes me feel like I’m making progress and I’m not sitting at a huge university where the juniors and seniors are hogging all the seats, absolutely love how I’m talking classes that actually matter and not wasting my time. YAY FOR PROGRESS. after next semester i’ll be working on more classes for my major! already got 2 done… and 2 more next semester.. saaaay whaaaat!! :) 

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March 19, 2012
This is what keeps me going each day, &the reasons why i pull through when situations get tough for me, my motivation for success. i’m absolutely happy with my relationship, & definitely in love. <3

This is what keeps me going each day, &the reasons why i pull through when situations get tough for me, my motivation for success.

i’m absolutely happy with my relationship, & definitely in love. <3

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March 18, 2012
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ugh.

This past weekend was really relaxing, finally my best friend came to visit me after a few months of not seeing her and she’s in berkeley. But this upcoming week i believe will be the most annoying week ever. I’m so used to talking to my boyfriend, he wakes me up in the morning, and puts me to bed at night. Since he’s at the fire academy, i won’t be able to talk to him as much, and on top of that its such a tease. i haven’t seen him in a little over a month, and he’s only about an hour away. I need to get through these next two weeks, then he comes up with the rest of the crew to visit me. it’ll be like my spring break round 2. I absolutely miss everyone from home. Only one more month of this place, …I’m ready to get out of here. 

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March 14, 2012

I miss getting dolled up for no reason, or for a simple outing. I miss doing my makeup, i miss styling my hair, & i miss dressing up. i’ve got no one to impress here, but when i do happen to just put myself together from time to time, i swear everyone here acts like my mother or something and plays 20 questions.. ” where are youuuu going?” ” with whooooo?” 

cant your girl just feel pretty once in a while? 

Thank goodness my girls and boyfriend are coming up at the end of the month, and then i can play dress up just for a little cause i know those fools would love to see me in something other than jeans and a t-shirt. lol. can’t wait to go clubbinggggg with ‘em! waaaaah! :)

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March 09, 2012
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What&#8217;s there to do on a Friday night at my school?! Nothing. Except take pictures. I&#8217;m so bored!

What’s there to do on a Friday night at my school?! Nothing. Except take pictures. I’m so bored!

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March 08, 2012
After being away for some time now, and only going home a few times during the school year.. It&#8217;s this guy who&#8217;s keeping me on my feet, making sure everything all works out. He reminds me everyday that it&#8217;s going to be okay. No matter what. I&#8217;m the type of girl who puts a huge workload on my shoulders, even though i hate it during the whole process, but i love the feeling at the end of accomplishment. My dad always tell me to not stress my self out and put so many classes on my schedule, but i always tell him i can handle it, and he believes me. So no matter what, he sticks by my side and listens to me bicker at how much I&#8217;m studying just so i get a good grade. Anyways, Yesterday, I had a long talk with my dad. I told him how i felt about my school, i like the education behind it, but the social life sucks. He tried to be understanding, but i know that deep down inside that it bothered him that some guys here are ridiculously rude because you&#8217;re not giving them what they want. And i know all he wants to do is protect his little girl. Ive always been able to talk to my dad about most things, but not things like this that make me feel uncomfortable. So it felt nice to finally let it all out, and feel okay. He didn&#8217;t judge me, didn&#8217;t assume, and he told me &#8221; i know you&#8217;re a strong, and smart girl, you know what&#8217;s best for you, and that&#8217;s it. you&#8217;re gonna go very far, and make sure you keep your head up and hang around those who are worth it. Don&#8217;t let anyone&#8217;s words get to your head.&#8221;  it helps to hear it from him, that even 500 miles away, he supports me 150% of the way. I honestly don&#8217;t know what I would do if i couldn&#8217;t talk to my dad. I&#8217;m in school not only to better myself, but to give back what my parents do for me. They deserve the whole world, and it&#8217;s gonna be me to give it back to them. If it wasn&#8217;t for my dad, there&#8217;s no way i would have inspiration to go for my goals. Yesterday just made me realize how much more I appreciate everything he does for me.

After being away for some time now, and only going home a few times during the school year.. It’s this guy who’s keeping me on my feet, making sure everything all works out. He reminds me everyday that it’s going to be okay. No matter what. I’m the type of girl who puts a huge workload on my shoulders, even though i hate it during the whole process, but i love the feeling at the end of accomplishment. My dad always tell me to not stress my self out and put so many classes on my schedule, but i always tell him i can handle it, and he believes me. So no matter what, he sticks by my side and listens to me bicker at how much I’m studying just so i get a good grade. Anyways, Yesterday, I had a long talk with my dad. I told him how i felt about my school, i like the education behind it, but the social life sucks. He tried to be understanding, but i know that deep down inside that it bothered him that some guys here are ridiculously rude because you’re not giving them what they want. And i know all he wants to do is protect his little girl. Ive always been able to talk to my dad about most things, but not things like this that make me feel uncomfortable. So it felt nice to finally let it all out, and feel okay. He didn’t judge me, didn’t assume, and he told me ” i know you’re a strong, and smart girl, you know what’s best for you, and that’s it. you’re gonna go very far, and make sure you keep your head up and hang around those who are worth it. Don’t let anyone’s words get to your head.” 

it helps to hear it from him, that even 500 miles away, he supports me 150% of the way. I honestly don’t know what I would do if i couldn’t talk to my dad. I’m in school not only to better myself, but to give back what my parents do for me. They deserve the whole world, and it’s gonna be me to give it back to them. If it wasn’t for my dad, there’s no way i would have inspiration to go for my goals. Yesterday just made me realize how much more I appreciate everything he does for me.

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March 06, 2012
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FINALLY!

All this freaking hard work in school is definitely showing its results!!

got back two of my exams that i took a week or 2 ago, and got a 90 on my international relations exam, and a 94 on my chemistry test! Felt good to get a 94 on my chem test since its definitely one of my harder classes, I’m hoping the retake test that i took in spanish today will help my grade, even though i did alright on the first test. & i found out i don’t have my late final the 21st anymore! woooooot! which means i only have 2 in class finals to take, and i’ll be out of here!! Even better :)

6 more weeks of school, and i feel really confident about finishing this year strong!